i swear to fucking god i am fucked pissed right now wait no i’m not pissed right now just pissed in general lately FUCK

my friend keeps on lying to me about the dumbest fucking things like it honestly wouldn’t bother me if she told the truth—it’s only bothering me that she’s lying and i know she’s fucking lying—also, she keeps treating me like shit even though i’ve done nothing wrong. idk what else you want me to fucking do—i try to be a good friend but you just fucking ignore me. ok well i see you’re not talking to anyone but you won’t fucking talk to me and you just give me attitude b/c i’ve known you for nearly 9 years so it’s ok to be yourself by me, BUUUT by everyone else you’re super nice and push me aside. yeah fuck you

 i can’t find a job, my ACT scores are shit, i keep getting fucking bitched at during school, my mom is being fucking retarded with this entire divorce and affair she’s having, and my dad is fucking annoying with his self-pity party he wallows in everyday HEY GET YOUR BALLS BACK FAGGOT

not to fucking mention that my neighbor keeps bitching at me about the money my parents owe her. TALK TO MY FUCKING PARENTS YOU DIPSHIT I’M NOT THE ONE WITH THE FUCKING MONEY

oh right and i probably won’t get into the universities  i want to go to because either: a) they don’t accept me. b) i don’t have enough money. or c) my family is forcing me to go to the local community college. yeah that’s another thing. i am so fucking tired of my entire family (except for the one person who went there for a year and a half) pressuring me to go to the fucking community college a few towns over. NO FUCK YOU I’M TRYING SO HARD TO KEEP MY GRADES UP AND GET GOOD MARKS AND GET SOME SORT OF LITTLE FOREIGNER SCHOLARSHIP TO AT LEAST HELP ME SO I CAN GO TO UNIVERSITY UP NORTH ND AWAY FROM THIS REALLY LOUD HOUSE AND FAMILY i just want peace and quiet